You talked long and hard and you friends tell me I am horrible and stupid? Great, why don’t you just aggree with them since everything I say is automatically wrong!

You aren’t being fair and quit accusing me of something I never did to you! I have not done anything at all. We have not been in a relationship in a very long time! Can’t you see that?

I chose to be with Jarred because I believe he can offer more than what you can right now. I don’t think you are ready for a relationship and certainly not a long distance relationship. Neither am I. I can’t afford to lose my family’s trust and my own future while sacraficing this much for a relationship that often seems one-sided. You haven’t had a real job in a year. Half the time we don’t even get along when we are discusing things. I am starting to think we have grown apart and have become too different for each other. :'( There is nothing I say that you ever agree on and it almost always ends up in an arguement. Jarred is more committed to a career that would allow a more promising future for himself, that is something I REALLY wanted for you. Seeing as money is a huge issue. He also finished college and I don’t understand why you couldn’t TRY again instead of giving up completely.

I can’t respond anymore to this although I do have more to say I just can’t think clearly to tell you all of it in this little time I have right now. I have been very busy with work. NO not with Jarred, but with work at CVS. I am not pushing you away. I miss talking to you very much. I am just busy and you haven’t been online when I am on.

I have thought about breaking up with Jarred many times, and have even asked him what he thought of it because I told him I knew I loved you still and it just seems impossible to be with out you. He completely understands, but from what I’ve told him that you’ve said about me he thinks it is unfair to make such accusations as you have when I have not been that cruel to you at all. I have been very out of this summer and I admit that, but for you to say

“It’s not fair to anyone for you to fuck everything up like this.”

..that is just really wrong and hurtful. :'(