This is my first step in recovery. This is not out of jealously or hurt or whatever you may speculate it to be. I’ve just decided it is time for me to move on. Whatever, you may think of me now, well, that is your opinion. We simply can’t be friends Apollo. I’ve devoted my entire life to you and loved you with all my heart. This is the only way I can find peace with myself. I can’t linger in the past anymore. I feel that we shouldn’t be friends due to the nature of my disorder and the burden this relationship has put on me thoroughout the years.

I’m sorry. I wish you the best in life and that you’ll find the happiness you deserve. Please, don’t ever doubt my love for you.