Stop Time

I’m on a real Trip Hop kick right now….. there are a lot of great, dark female voices in this genre…. one group I’m really liking is Laika….. In addition to that I have around 30 Tori Amos songs, and a variety or bands I’m checking out to be downloaded tonight 🙂
I really love my music. Can you tell? lol Music Junkie will always hold true for me…. it’s the closest to a drug I’ll ever have…. that and love, of course. 🙂
There is alwasy too much and too little time ahead of me. It’s a strange thing but very true… There is so much I need to do and so little time to do it…… but at the same time there are things I look forward to that can’t come soon enough…. time may fly but it’s on a kite string, always dragging me along….
Stop time, give me an instant to do what I need to do and then give me the future…
I talked to Ashley tonight about praying…. it’s a very rare thing for me to do….. it’s only when something I care about is thretened….. and it’s never directed towards a god, gods, whatever….. I don’t know what it is I’m sending out my will to but I still do it…. I only believe in Love. That’s the only real force that is beyond everything else in life that I have felt. Nothing compares to it at all…. That’s the spiritual energy I feel…. some people may think of god as an absolute all knowing being but I can’t feel that. I feel love…. a growing, living evolving energy that is in every life in some way…. I’m not making a bit of sense though, am I? lol
I’ll sleep now…. goodnight

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