I just downloaded a bunch of Great Big Sea songs tonight… They are an awesome band, btw.
I listened to one song, “How Did We Get From Saying I Love You” and it brought back some memories…
It reminded me of the trip to Ottawa I took with my minister and a bunch of people 4 years ago… In the vans we listened to GBS a lot…. I guess we all liked them back then… I can remember the whole trip now. It was really quite awesome…. so many little things stayed with me. Strange ones and nice ones…. It seems so long ago though… I really was such a different person…. this was just before I grew my hair out, changed over to my black look, finally gave up on religion, really started to chip away at my shell…. basicly reinvented just who I am down to the core…. and I’m very glad that I did. I don’t know how I was able to stand who I was. I wasn’t a bad person at all…. but I was very blind…. and no fashion sense ;). I can’t imagine how I could have hair like that. lol I really was quite a nerd back then. And super shy. I’m over that for the most part though… it still lingers…. Looking back I see cycles in my life…. and certain times where I changed a lot all at once…. sorta crawling and then leaping…. I kinda feel like that again… but I don’t know…. There are some important things I don’t want to change or lose so I have to hold on to them….
I listened to one song, “How Did We Get From Saying I Love You” and it brought back some memories…
It reminded me of the trip to Ottawa I took with my minister and a bunch of people 4 years ago… In the vans we listened to GBS a lot…. I guess we all liked them back then… I can remember the whole trip now. It was really quite awesome…. so many little things stayed with me. Strange ones and nice ones…. It seems so long ago though… I really was such a different person…. this was just before I grew my hair out, changed over to my black look, finally gave up on religion, really started to chip away at my shell…. basicly reinvented just who I am down to the core…. and I’m very glad that I did. I don’t know how I was able to stand who I was. I wasn’t a bad person at all…. but I was very blind…. and no fashion sense ;). I can’t imagine how I could have hair like that. lol I really was quite a nerd back then. And super shy. I’m over that for the most part though… it still lingers…. Looking back I see cycles in my life…. and certain times where I changed a lot all at once…. sorta crawling and then leaping…. I kinda feel like that again… but I don’t know…. There are some important things I don’t want to change or lose so I have to hold on to them….