It’s impossible to stop thinking about it and feel the pain in my core… It’s so hard to believe that this could ever come between us. I know nothing could ever diminish my love for Ashley. And somehow it is a big issue for her, and though I truly understand how important her beliefs are to her, I can’t ever see how they could be bigger than love, because nothing ever will be for me. Ever.
It makes it even more confusing because we agree on so many other levels and are so much the same… That this could divide us seems so unthinkable to me, because I truly believed nothing could… but she seems to think differently… and that hurts so much…
I will love Ashley forever, of that I have no doubt… She’s a truly unique and wonderful person… I just wish we could understand each other better…