“I’m loaded, I’m ready, calmly holding steady, looking for a sign to show me when, I’m waiting, willing, clarity is chilling. I’m not turning back and neither can you. ’cause I need someone to pull the trigger, ’cause there’s a hole in my heart getting bigger, and everything I’ll ever be I’ve been, and I need someone to pull the trigger, so if you’re what I think you’ll be, if you’re who I think I see, shooooot”