Mirthra and I

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  1. You are beautiful.

    Tonight, I was reading through many of you’re past entries from late 2003 until the time I was with Jarred. The worse mistake I’ve ever made in my life and I know I will always regret it. I reread that entry you wrote about the pain I caused you. I’ll let you see it if you want, but I’m sure you can find it. I feel so terrible for that. I’m sorry Apollo. I love you and miss you incredibly. I honestly think you are an amazing person. I’ve never met anyone like you and I’m so glad that I did. Part of me feels wrong for being with Lewis even though I care very much for him as well. We just aren’t as close as you and I are. Not only that, there are just so many things about you that I admire. He can’t compare to you or to how much I love you. I don’t know how to deal with these feelings. I wish I could be there in person to tell you how I feel, it would be a lot easier.

    I’m going to make it possible for you to see me again. I’ll do whatever it takes. Hopefully, 2006 will bring good luck.

    It’s 4:00 am I should probably get to sleep as I have to get up in 4 hours. I’ll talk to you soon.

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